"worse" is, of course, relatively arbitrary.

in this context, i would describe myself as the epitome of "worse".

mentally ill would be a decently apt analogue, but quite incomplete.

improper would be a bit more accurate, but still lacking in the openness and objective negativity that a word like "worse" provides. it's also very pretentious.

ultimately, if you have gotten this far, you probably have your own interpretation (potentially a wishful one). so let's just go with yours, for both our sakes.